Vis

E un sir de oameni, un sir imens de oameni care plang. In care suntem si noi. In spatele nostru sunt oameni care plang privindu’ne, iar noi la randu’ne privim plangand la cei din fata, care privesc in gol sau privesc plangand la cei din fata lor.
Nimeni nu spune nimic, desi mintile urla, sufletele implora, inimile se naruie.
E multa deznadejde in sirul asta, dar nu se rupe.
Rar, foarte rar, cineva din fata se intoarce spre cel din spate si ii vede lacrimile. Atunci cei doi se iau de mana si ies din sir, iar ceilalti vad asta ca un motiv sa spere, sa mai stea putin, sa mai priveasca printre lacrimi in ceafa celui din fata, doar doar s’o intoarce si ii va vedea.
Si totul se intampla intr’o liniste care ar fi deplina daca nu ar fi intrerupta din cand in cand de bufnitura surda a celor ce se prabusesc din sir. Din cand in cand cate unul cade. Cade pentru ca a asteptat atat de mult incat a uitat de ce plange. Uita si sa stea in picioare si atunci se naruie in baltile de lacrimi de pe jos unde uita mai apoi sa si respire. Atunci cei din spate plang si mai tare, unii chiar cad la randul lor si iar e multa deznadejde. Pana cand undeva alti doi ies din sir tinandu’se de mana…Si restul iar trag aer in piept si gasesc puterea sa mai planga putin, ametiti de speranta.

Nadir 18 Martie 2011

Today

Today is yesterday’s hope and tomorrow’s disillusion.
We are less then memories, we fade away like a forgotten dream.
Day after day after day we die alone and bitter while searching our happiness in others.
Tomorrow after today after yesterday…
Yes, today was yesterday’s dream and will be tomorrow’s nightmare.
And every tonight, without knowing it, we decide if we will live another tomorrow.
Every tomorrow tonight’s dream fade away.
We forget so we can start allover.

yet sometimes we remember.

Flip a coin, roll a dice. Head or tails? Good bye or good morning?
what shall it be?

Nadir – March 15 2011

And There Is You

And there is darkness, within you
With all its shades, whispers and fright
Surrounds your heart and paints your hair
With streaks of night…
And there is light, within your eyes
That’s stolen from the Sun’s own right
And pastures’ green and moon-like white
Shimmer delight…
And there is hunger, that I see
A grieve for love, for hope and dreams
A crave for that which makes you „be”,
But not for me…

Nadir – Nov 27 2010